Is this the end?

I am mike I'm black, I grew up here.
I always had girls all over me from my young years.
Now I'm in college I don't seem to have a career direction.
I have no drive build a career.
Not today, not tomorrow, not ever.
I think there is a problem somewhere in my past,
its influencing my attitude to my present.

I had all sorts of girls all were very beautiful,
I had girlfriends, acquaintances e.t.c
bottomline is the finest were mine!
Through junior high and high school
I worked at the grocery store as a floor cleaner,
it felt embarassing but I didn't mind.
Even if i had no car,
I always got picked up by a different girl.
I spent most of my free time on the phone,
I was the envy of my schoolmates.
I won't say as much anymore,
it seems like they are all in some university or the other.
Doing some lucrative trade ,
which they learnt during our summers in high school.
while I was mopping up the floor at the grocery store.

I always thought myself to be better than them,
they never got the girls and I did.
Now in the next couple of years they will have lucrative careers ,
I fear the table will turn.
Even right now most of the girls from my grad year don't talk to me.
They seem to be busy doing something with their lives.
I feel like I was part of their experimental phase,
now they are serious I have no part to play in their lives.
I seem to be getting attention from high school students younger than me
they are probably in their experimental phase too

I am still the man I won't lie to you I always have been.
I laugh at all these uber serious people.
No matter how serious they are
or how much they make.
They will never get half as nice the girls that I have been with
or am dealing with right now.

I don't know what to take in college I don't care
everyman works hard so they can make money
to can buy toys
to attract women.
I on the other hand have the stereotype of the african
that has got me girls without a career
my life is good
I am in school because I am supposed to
thats what they said you do after high school.
Never thought about what i want to do in the future,
i'm not about to start,
this is the life.

Then said I,
I'm guessing you're asking for my advice?
I'll give it anyways!
You see those girls?
they won't find you that attractive when you're 30
with no career .
still mopping the floor at the grocery store,
this is a fad you are living!
You are far from the ultimate goal.
Life doesn't end when you get girls,
Life only begins when you start to make a difference in the world.
When you start to achieve goals you set for yourself,
no idea what goals to set for yourself?
There are starving kids in Africa.
Hint.
Check your thoughts!
Getting girls is not the end.