Waiting for the storm

I've been told there is a calm after the storm
I beg for the storm to come already
I need the calm
I sit here phased out
my pacy mind refuses to venture into troubled waters
Its been there before
too much hurt it say to me
too much hurt

The Absolut sits waiting
waiting to be poured all over the open wounds
but when will they be opened?
I fill my time up
I know its there lurking somewhere but I can't control when it hits
I lay on my back my armor is off my chest
"HIT ME ALREADY"
I scream in my head
"HURT ME ALREADY
RIP ME INTO PIECES
TEAR ME INTO SHREDS
LET THE HURT BEGIN
I'M TIRED OF WAITING FOR YOU
I'M TIRED OF RUNNING FROM YOU
I CHALLENGE YOU WHEREVER YOU'RE HIDING COME OUT
DO YOUR WORST
THIS GAME OF FEAR IS TIRING
DO YOUR WORST AND LETS BE DONE WITH IT
BRING THE PAIN"